This song, affectionately named Wings (Jacob's Song)  is a reminder that we are loved and seen by God and our loved ones. If ever in a crisis, please reach out to your therapist, a caring professional via a hotline, but most importanly, Our God.  
 
The sory behind the lyrics - When my son was about 4 or 5 and unbeknownst to a male friend, (becauseI refused to share my feelings), I fell (in the words of Beyonce) dangerously in love with him. One day, he hurt me so deeply I decided to go to the beach, walk into the waves, and unalive myself. As the moon glistened and the waves crashed, I involuntarly glanced at my small son one more time and that's when my small son smiled at me and it broke. Whatever was holding me in that dark place broke off of me. I wasted no time getting me and my small son off that beach. I'm so grateful for that smile and I'm so grateful to be alive. 
 
If anyone is ever so low, remind yourself of the people who think the world of you. My son was so happy with me and thought I was a SuperMom long before I did. When in doubt, put your wings on, reveal that S on your chest, and let God know you are here to glorfy His kingdom.
 
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is now: 988  
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline 988 has been designated as the new three-digit dialing code that will route callers to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. They can all help prevent suicide. The Lifeline provides 24/7, free and confidential support for people in distress, prevention and crisis resources for you or your loved ones, and best practices for professionals in the United States.
 
Please pray and reach out to professionals for help. The world needs you! God ain't done with you yet!